Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield came on in my shuffle, I listened to it twice. It still makes me cry every single time.
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We really don't know what life is about to drop into our laps from one day to the next. I just realized, like it went deep, that I get to and can do whatever I want, ANYTHING... That thought used to scare the shit out of me. It was so much, too much, ANYTHING? I don't even know what I want to do tomorrow, let alone choosing what I want in life. The concept is so simple, but I understand the anxiety and overwhelment of that concept, when in reality we do deserve it all. It is a knowing...The love, the joy, the shit, the lows, the highs, the lessons etc. That's what life is all about.
The NOW is no opportunity wasted. So there's that. It's an awesome responsibility to do whatever we want. I am a huge believer in karma, so when I always told my guys to "choose wisely", I was very serious, and they knew it, but I always wanted them to feel free enough to be curious about life. That's what Liz Gilbert was talking about in her book "Pure Magic" to always be curious and see what happens and what sparks come into your world.
We may do things we aren't very proud of or choose a situation and stay way too long. But what did I learn- a lifetime of lessons. Now that I feel I deserve to actually do whatever I want, I know I will be successful because it is the love of life that I put first. I continually go through the, is this what I love and is this how I want my life to be and feel. But the humbling part is that I am not in charge. I have a co-pilot in the universe and I am constantly gaging my energy, being mindful where I am high or low, how does it feel in my body, what is my frequency, and how can I use it and what do I want to have and attract into this life.
Fear has been palpable these last couple of years. It isn't real. It's an energy and a thought. Our future is unwritten, so choose wisely. When journaling ask yourself what do I want to do on a daily that brings me joy, that I love, makes me feel beautiful and gives me purpose and just fucking do it! Our lives are all unwritten, what a ride.
As you write out your intentions for this new moon and burn them, allow your mind to be free and open to every possibility that lights you up and offer it to the universe. You never know what will happen.
Bless you all during this new moon and month of spring. May you find surprises spring up in life that guide you to new and exciting adventures. May it put you on a whole new path that brings out all your beauty and grace as you continue to bless this world with your wonder.